His smile faded a bit because he'd seen hers: the same sweet sunny smile he knew so well but with something bitter underneath like she was trying, really hard, to keep her usual appearances up. And she did a pretty good job of it, too, especially for a girl whose cheeks used to redden to a poppy pink when she so much as lied to a teacher. Now, she was better at it, much much better, and would have fooled a stranger but Brady was anything but that. He saw this face in so many moods and at so many instances, and more than that - he used to be infatuated with it, with this beautiful girl ("totally smacked", as Roxanna put it). And then, when nothing had come of it, decided to feel content with her friendship - not just a friend zone but a genuine gift, as he would realize with years passing by.
So yes, he knew her better than most, and that's why her forced smile convinced him that he had made the right choice by revealing himself to her. She might have wanted to keep the reasons for her distress to herself but it didn't mean that she should be by herself, right? He knew how it felt; to try and conceal the pain from the people close to you often meant loneliness because they asked questions or better even - they didn't but you were still afraid to upset them, to be exposed and left naked for everyone to stare at, to be an object of contempt or pity or, worse in some ways, genuine concern. That's why he wouldn't ask Winnie any questions she didn't instigate. But his heart wouldn't be in the right place if she told him to go now.
Fortunately, she doesn't, and he's as happy as he can be. Her words pour something warm on his soul; he's feeling welcomed and loved, and he's not trying to lie to himself anymore that he's doing it only for her. He doesn't want to go to the Mulpepper's any longer - a lonely and miserable trip with an even more miserable goal. No, simple breakfast with Winnie is that special something he didn't know he needed but, as it turns out, desperately craved.
'Jam and scones! Sounds delicious!' he fools around with his voice a bit, smiles again before taking his place at the table nearest to the counter and, thereafter, to the kitchen too. As Winnie hurries away, his smile goes too but it's no matter now. With the cosy noises she's making preparing the meal for the two of them, with the smells of flour and cinnamon and vanilla around him, Brady feels drawn back to Earth, grounded. And, oh Merlin, he hasn't felt this way for a while.
'Need any help?' he shouts not too loudly, more to indicate that he's here and hasn't left; he knows well enough that Winnie won't allow him in the kitchen. And for a good reason, too: he's not completely useless, he can help, like when he peeled tons of potatoes back at Wade's... oh, right. We don't think of Wade now. We are stupid enough for making these stupid rules and believing that it will help us from getting hurt. And it wasn't even a we, right? Just him. Him and his past, so full of Wade bloody Dursley it was impossible not to trip over another little thing, another memory of their time together, another bit of him, every time he turned around - or even just stopped to breathe.
Even this place... More often than not Brady visited Winnie all by himself, partly because of Tony who used to work here, partly because... well, he isn't sure there was any reason, really. But if he looked to his left, to that table in the far corner, he could remember, clear as day, how they sat there together just this spring, happy and laughing, all three of them. He tried to feed Wade some girlishly pink-and-white, all strawberry and whipped cream, cake, like, to actually feed him with a spoon, and the cream got on Wade's nose, naturally, and he tried to give them both angry stares but couldn't help but laugh himself...
It hurts. Simply to recall those happier times hurts like hell, a real physical ache in his chest, and he doesn't have anything to numb it this time, and the realness, the closeness of it scares him, the reality of what happened dawns on him, all of a sudden, and he feels not sad but panicky, his palms clammy, his pulse racing and...
Winnie comes back from the kitchen. The breakfast must be ready. Brady stands up so quickly he actually hits the table with a loud "bang". He can't leave Winne but he doesn't, won't stay here either.
'I have an idea!' he proclaims brightly. Oh, do you? asks the voice in his head mockingly. 'Yes, I definitely do. So, how do feel about having breakfast on a roof?'
He didn't know he was going to say it before he did, but actually, as he realizes post factum with a jolt of surprise and joy, it is really a good idea. A brilliant one, even.
Him and her, the sad old pair of them, could use some fresh morning air for sure.